Rough Edges

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Why do we go through painful experiences in life, and why are our prayers sometimes left unanswered? Every human has asked this at one point—I know I have. We're told that if we need help all we have to do is ask our angels and all will be provided for. Unfortunately, not everything we pray for comes to be. There's a certain disappointment in that, and also a reason to doubt. So, why pray? Why believe in anything at all if the process is so chaotic and unreliable?

The answer is not one that any of us wants to hear. But the truth is, sometimes we don't get what we want because we ourselves asked for it to be that way. Yes, before being born we made a soul contract, and the angels must work according to what we originally wanted. So, if we ask for help in a relationship and nothing happens, it's because we agreed at one point to suffer through certain parts in order to learn a life lesson, one that was extremely important to our soul's growth overall. Or maybe it's a job we want, or a house we're dying to live in. If we get these things, something more important, something even more fantastic, won't be allowed to happen. However, if we pray and beg hard enough, we will get what we 'think' we want, and suffer through the negative effects. That's one way to learn a life lesson. But overall, if you find yourself coming up against a brick wall and you don't know why, step back and ask if it is the angels guiding you to what you truly need, and what would be healthier for you in the long run. There's that old phrase, trust the process. Instead of asking the angels to give, give, give, ask them to help you know what would be best. And then trust the process.

On another note, it's often asked why some people are made to suffer in this world and others aren't. For instance, why would a bus full of people die in an accident on the highway, all except one person who then shares a story of being miraculously saved? First of all, everyone deserved to live, but the others made a soul contract to go at that particular time, and the other had a contract which said they must live. Their life's purpose hadn't been fulfilled yet and it simply wasn't their time to go. I know this is painful to understand, and I don't blame anyone for rejecting the idea, but if we can see the strength of those who passed away, what beautiful souls they have, and how much they sacrificed to teach us about, say, driving laws, or texting at the wheel, or seat belt safety, etc. then perhaps it can be slightly easier to understand. It's important to know that life isn't just a sequence of crazy variables that we have no control over, or that something is out to get us and we're all meant to suffer. I believe we're all meant to be happy, and life, and death, is all one big lesson about the beauty of living one moment at a time, just for that moment and in our divine truth. We do have control, we can pray or manifest or send out positive energy for the things we want, yet sometimes our higher self wants something better or knows that we need to learn what can't be learned through non-action, and it's simply a matter of stepping back and finding acceptance.

The next time you find yourself asking why, remember your higher self has a divine purpose. One which will lead you to a better outcome.

I was told by Spirit this morning that we start off as pitted, jagged rocks, but after a lifetime of being knocked about against other stones and you-name-it, we turn out to be smooth and perfect. If you can see all of life's troubles as 'other stones' then perhaps you will understand the process. Perfection comes from action, friction, failure, being knocked about. But we are all being knocked about together. That's the beauty of it.

I wish you a wonderful day. Peace.

Release

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When someone hurts us, or when we feel that life in general is out to get us, we tend to collect a lot of emotional baggage. We can't see it, but that baggage is a real object made up of memories of stress triggers, anger, sadness, fear. I myself was shown in a meditation that I had been carrying around a black mass of emotional baggage for years, but that I had the choice to put it down and release it, or continue on with it in my arms. No one was forcing me to carry the mass, it was my choice completely. The mass was toxic, sticky, disgusting and carrying it had the effect of sapping my very own life from me, thus continuously making me sick with colds and sore throat, headaches, stress, stomach issues, fatigue, etc. My guides showed me how easy it would be to leave it on the side of the road, or just to place it in a trash dumpster and walk away.

The thing was, it was my choice to let it go. It would always be my choice.

We all collect emotional baggage, whether we know it or not. It influences everything we do, sometimes in a good way, sometimes negatively. There's nothing wrong with knowing you don't want to date someone who's overly emotional, the problem comes when you refuse to date anyone at all afraid that ALL potential love interests are out to hurt you. It's like eating badly cooked broccoli and thinking all broccoli tastes the same. Emotional baggage is a bad memory influencing your future decisions. It's keeping you from finding out that you can experience something awesome the next time around.

It's up to us to recognize when we are holding onto old fears, or even feelings of having to please or fix people who aren't and never have been our job to fix or please. We have to let that go. That's why it's important to take time out every now to breathe and listen to what our heart is telling us. Do we feel burdened with guilt, sadness, or responsibility for no reason at all? Have we forgotten to do simple things for ourselves that bring joy?

Remember, we all deserve to be happy. Every day. Don't let old emotional baggage weigh you down one second longer. Release it. Let it go. Picture yourself tossing it into a huge garbage heap and take note of how alive and FREE you feel afterward.

I wish you a wonderful day today. Thanks for reading.

Free Will

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From a recent meditation: We are married to ourselves first and foremost. Others’ opinions are mere drops of water in a vast ocean. The ocean of life is huge and moves where it has to go. A strong force. We must all follow our heart’s desire and most of all we must honor our God-given right to FREE WILL. No one can take that away, unless we allow them to. Eventually, after all the fear-based personal, relationship and family struggles are over, we go back to our life’s purpose and employ our free will once again. So, you can choose it now or later. It takes guts and most of all we must believe in ourselves and our ability to reach the goals we were meant to reach.

Finding your own intuitive voice

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I thought I would write something about how to get in touch with your intuition. Right now it seems there are a lot of people out there who are searching for answers. First of all, we each have intuition, we just don't realize it. Some people have it more than others, but we all hold intuitive gifts. The key is you need to trust your gut and listen to those little nudges which sometimes sound like 'throwaways' but are actual messages from Spirit.

A few weeks ago I was thinking about how to get in touch with a new spirit guide because I needed to deepen my connection but was feeling blocked. I thought, maybe I don't really have intuition. I'm good with tarot, but other than that, eh. But then with many, many signs and occurrences from Spirit, it hit me. I am intuitive. I've been intuitive my entire life but other people had convinced me I wasn't. I had literally been tossing away messages and doing the opposite of what they'd told me—spiritual sabotage. So, about a week later I convinced myself to try again, and that's when I began to 'hear' from my guide for the first time.

Obviously if you hear things like, I'm hungry! or Sitting like this makes me feel so stupid, then, no . . . you're probably not hearing an actual spirit guide! You need to learn to tamper those kind of thoughts and one way to do that is to ground yourself. That means you literally put your feet on the ground (or floor) and through a set of deep breaths draw the energy of the earth up through your feet, as well as allow your energy to 'spread' or 'root' itself. The first time I heard of grounding I thought it sounded counterproductive to the whole idea of interacting with Spirit. Aren't we supposed to elevate ourselves? Apparently, not so. The only way Spirit can work through us is if we SIT STILL. If we're scattered all over the place, emotionally, mentally and/or physically, it won't work. Think about how a TV works—it sits on a desk, or a floor, or is attached to a wall and receives signals from an antenna. We're just like that. We need to be planted somewhere or else we're just an empty box.

My spirit guide comes through as different animals, people, etc. and usually gives me a gift that is symbolic to the message being delivered. Sometimes the message is simplistic, sometimes it is complicated. But it is always delivered with love.

The other day my spirit guide appeared as a dove and snuggled into my shoulder. It was a feeling of comfort and total peace. I was told to stop worrying about everything and to know that all would work out well. The session ended with the message, "We are light, together."

This morning I was given a coin and told that time is money, money is time. How you spend your time is the same way a person saves or wastes their money. Use it wisely. You already have all the wealth potential inside, and by honoring your highest self, treating your time with respect, you will see that money flows according to how you act.

Again, we all have intuition. You don't need to hear it or buy it or read a million books to understand it. All you have to do is believe in your ability, and be open to listening.

I wish you a beautiful day.

Daily meditations

With every meditation, I've received more messages which I felt might be of use to others. I said I'd share if I got anything, and I have so, here you go!

Was given feathers and told to neither hold too tight nor too loose. A proper balance must be kept to have things work out. Don’t rush, don’t force. Also, if you throw all caution to the wind (shown the  feathers), it will come back in your face. A deer was there to represent the spirit of peace, quietness, softness, the ability to blend in. It approached gently, but had ultimate wisdom. Next day, had vision of angel in white. Was told that when working with anything in life, it was best to think half or one whole step higher than normal. So, the way you think about yourself, raise your thoughts one step higher; work, everything we do, do it one step higher. Each time you reach that higher level, you then move up again. You're always moving up. So, instead of being down in a base level of thinking, you’re keeping your thoughts just a little bit higher every day. This is how you should work in life. It's like climbing a staircase.

Further meditation—Was given a red flower fully bloomed and told excellence takes time. Don’t give up on your efforts because they are unfolding and need time to develop. If you stop now you will interrupt the process and wish later on that you had waited. It’s never wise to rush anything that you are doing. Always see the outcome you want, but never rush the actual process. See it as done and then have faith and patience, and put the actual work in, which could include merely staying positive, or standing your ground, but mostly actual work. It depends on the issue. 

I hope this helps!

Hello again

I wanted you to know that, yes, weekly readings have been delayed. I had a strong feeling to stop giving out advice that I myself wasn't taking into account. We readers do have the same problems as everyone else, sad, but true. But the good thing about it is we understand and have deep, deep sympathy and want to use our experiences to guide others. I can honestly say that one reason I learned how to read cards so quickly is because I've lived every single one of them! My sincere apologies though for not having the weeklies out. Soon, hopefully, soon.

For the past month I've really been concentrating on getting more in touch with my intuitive side. I didn't want to simply rely on the cards, although I do get strong readings using them—it's one way Spirit is able to communicate through me, so I'm not knocking it. I love reading cards. In fact, every time I do a reading, I say, "I love doing this!" It's not just about the story or the feeling of being connected, it's about helping people when they need it the most. But I felt that I needed to be more connected or my guidance would be less than it could be.

On my journey I have found out there's an angel who follows me; she leaves feathers and coins and even butterflies; I've felt her touch my leg and arm, felt her warmth and love and guidance. Also, it's clear that my connection to Archangel Micheal is quite strong. The most beautiful thing about our angel friends is they never give up on us. We do, but they don't. They want what's best for us, and will gently guide us to the path that serves our highest good. Ask them to protect and guide you, and they will!

I've also been interested in connecting with a spirit guide on a deeper level, and already I've been getting messages through meditation. I thought I'd share one in particular because it was helpful to me, and would most likely be helpful to you.

If you are in a situation right now where you are facing major change and don't know what to do, here's what my guide told me:

You are like a butterfly in a chrysalis, ready to emerge. You must emerge when the time comes. Don't be afraid. Staying in the chrysalis is stagnation, and you are ready for a rebirth. You have an army behind you (he told me to look over my shoulder and what I saw was a crowd of angels and spirit guides surrounding me) who will go to battle for you. They are here to protect you when you need it, but you must make the first move. You are the general, and they are your soldiers. They go through every hurt and struggle that you go through. When you give up and feel defeated, it's like you are throwing yourself at the enemies feet, and they feel the same pain of having lost the battle. But you are MUCH stronger than the enemy. With one word, you can break free and move on, and you do have the power to bring the positive change that you seek. 

(After this meditation I did a reading and pulled the five of cups in reverse, which looks just like a butterfly in a chrysalis, then the hanged man in reverse, which, again, looks very similar to a chrysalis. It was very clear that I was in a state of rebirth, and btw, death is rebirth! Death of a situation, death of a relationship, death of a job, death of anything in life is a rebirth.)

During another meditation I was given a stone that glowed like a golden light and my guide told me that WE ARE LIGHT; we make the light, and we are the light. That means we all have the power to create the energy and positivity that we need in our lives to succeed, to have the love we want, the job, the friend, the whatever.

I know this all makes me sound quite loony, but who cares! I felt like I should share. If I get anything else, I'll let you know. It's hard because I have my kids, and life, and oh yeah, I'm editing a book! But . . . I'll try my best to put down something when and if I get it.

Light and love to you . . .

Weekly Reading for August 24th, 2015

Thank you for waiting, and I wish you a wonderful week!

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Aries—This week you would rather be at home than at work. In fact, no one should mention teamwork right now, because having to be around other people is the last thing you want to do! You’d rather telecommute, sitting on your couch surrounded by your pets while watching shows on Netflix. If you do have to put in hours at the office, try to stay out of the drama. Remember to stay calm, Aries, and centered. If there is an air-sign around you (Gemini, Libra, Aquarius) who likes to order others around, take the less traveled route, i.e., avoid them as much as possible! The friction isn’t worth it, and might even zap your precious energy. Tulip, ring setting, facet—Foundations, security.

Taurus—If you are a little bit under the weather, Taurus, consider putting off a few of the daily duties you have on your extensive ‘to do’ list. We all need a break from time-to-time, and this week looks to be one of those times. You are a nurturer, and let’s admit it, you take on way too much without accepting anything in return. If you can, ask for help. Sometimes, you have to stop gripping so tight to what’s right and what should be, and just allow a little chaos to set in. I know, breathe. The thing is, your health is more important than a ‘to do’ list, and you know it. Chillax, Taurus, chillax. Also, use your intuition when it comes to a fire-sign male (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius). You know in your gut when something’s off. Trust your inner knowledge and physical clues. Vice—Stress, pressure, mockery.
 

Gemini—You are feeling overwhelmed and need some rest. Your senses are on high alert, but don’t let yourself become too overburdened by life. I am sensing a heavy workload, family issues, negative energies, and you’re like a sponge, taking all that toxicity in. Do whatever you can to find peace, even if it means enforcing small increments of solitude for yourself. Any actions you feel must be dealt with in business, family, or love relationships can and will be taken care of later on. Globe—Power, completion, objectivity.

Cancer—If you came upon the sprout of a tree coming out of the dirt, would you put a rock on it to stop it from growing? You are in a new phase, Cancer, and someone would like you to stay in the ground. They are the rock, and you are the sprout. How does that make you feel?  Of course, any plant has the ability and stick-to-itiveness to grow up and around any barrier put in its place, but eventually, the rock’s gotta go. What, and who, represents the rock in your life? You need to contemplate what needs to happen next, and what exactly you’re willing to sacrifice to make it happen. Stop being held down by fear. Allowing stillness might bring a message from the Universe. Fern leaf—protection, health.

Leo—Don’t be tricked by offers of love. If it didn’t work before, it most likely still won’t. I see heartbreak in your future, but with every ending comes a new beginning. Are you on guard against moving forward? Ask yourself if it’s better to remain in the painful situation you’re dealing with now, or to move forward into something new, but better. Something amazing is waiting for you, but you must believe in your inner strength to move on. You can do it, Leo! Rock wall—Eliminating trouble, good verses evil.

Virgo—You may not be feeling it at work this week, and would rather be alone. If it’s a health thing, do take the time to nurture yourself until things go back to normal again. Nothing wrong with taking some time off, even if it’s for personal reasons. Everyone needs a break, even you, Virgo! And while this may not be a great week for moneymaking, it is excellent for personal growth. Your intuition maybe be talking to you, sending out messages to clarify a confusing situation currently present in your love life. So much fighting. Wouldn’t it be nice to not have to carry that emotional load around anymore? Let all that toxic negativity go and just feel how much lighter your body and spirit become. Triangle—emotional state, quarrels, unfaithfulness, Holy Trinity, wisdom.

Libra—You are at a point this week where you are looking back and taking stock of all the good things in your life. Through hard work and effort you have created something to be truly proud of. Yet there is someone around you who like to squash that happy feeling with a not-so-positive denial of your efforts. They won’t let you enjoy the harvest even though they themselves have been undermining your efforts the entire time. You know it isn’t fair, and are willing to put up a fight to defend what you know is right. You have every reason to stay positive, and should be proud of the beautiful life you’ve worked so hard to create. Celebrate how spectacular you are, Libra. Arch—persistent effort, feminine energy, fresh start.

Scorpio—There’s something you are fiercely protective of. A person, a secret. You’re willing to do anything to keep it your way and not have things change at all. Or, maybe this is someone else is holding information from you. Are people gossiping about you, Scorpio, and causing trouble that you just don’t need? The suggestion is to ignore them, though it may feel at times like doing so leaves you feeling blindfolded and led into murky water. Have the confidence that you will make the right choice regardless of others’ opinions, and know that no one can stop you from living your life the way you feel is correct. Take pride in who you are. Think about the generations before you who worked and built up the family name. You’re part of that! It lives within you, and you carry on that name with grace and beauty. And you never, ever have to lower yourself to the false image other people carry of you. True friends build you up and remind you of how wonderful you are. Those people are about to come into your life, have faith! Gingerbread house—deception.

Sagittarius—Your finances are down, and so are you. When the finer things in life dry up, you sometimes feel as if life ain’t worth living! But that’s not true. Don’t fight the ebb and flow that comes with the human experience. Financial gain and loss will always be part of the process. Though this temporary lock on funds may have you wishing for a respite, don’t give up all hope. Either you, or a fire-sign woman in your life (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius) will come to you with cup overflowing. A past relationship may still be on your peripheral, though, but that’s history so why are you still fighting with him or her, Sag? Happiness is within your reach.  Also, take the time to create new rituals in your life which will bring about peace. Grindstone—energy, directed efforts.

Capricorn—It’s important to not take everyone at face value this week. If you are feeling low and need to confide in a friend, it might be important not to divulge too much of your personal information, especially on social media or private sources such as emails, etc. Sadly, those secrets might not be as safe as you think! You are your best confidant right now—consider journaling or getting out your frustrations via long walks. You have more wisdom than you think and can solve most of your problems with the knowledge you’ve gained over these last few months. Your home life is a bit tense right now, and some kind of message, enlightenment is about to be revealed. In the meantime, stay positive and know all will turn out in your highest interest. Bamboo—strength.

Aquarius—An opportunity for justice is coming, although a dominant male in your life may try to block and twist evidence to his liking. He believes his brand of truth is the only kind, but that’s not acceptable. Truth, real truth, is the reality all parties have experienced, and truth overrides arrogance and dominance. You have done things the right way, and will see positive results. A message is coming soon, and when it does, you’ll be dancing for joy. Water lily—rebirth, roots, nymphs,

evolution.

Pisces—The time has come to relinquish control of situations and people in your life. You can no longer cling to old doctrines of ownership. We do not own people, Pisces. They are not possessions. Let them go. You have been holding so tight, and trying to manipulate the situation to your advantage, and it’s just not going to work anymore. Any victory you wish for will not happen until you let go. The same goes for addictions. If you are chained to unhealthy habits, eating, relationships, or the usual alcohol and drugs, please know that things will not change until YOU change. If you are in a three-person relationship, it’s time to own up to the truth. The fact is, the other person knows, and they’re waiting for you to do the right thing and admit to it. You are asked to take a look inside yourself and assess thing clearly. You can no longer win by dishonest means. A fire-sign woman (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius) has ties to a broken home and deception.  An ending will come, but as they always say, with every ending there’s a new beginning. It could be beautiful if you let it. Zipper—sexuality, closed or opening up oneself emotionally.

Weekly Readings for August 19th—26th, 2015

I wish you a wonderful week ahead!

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Aries—Think back to the religion of your childhood and find what resonated with you the most. The ideals which held you down and stunted your spiritual development can fall to the wayside, but those which helped you understand the workings of the universe, and your place in it, now call out to you. It’s time to see clearly. Take deep breaths, cleanse your mind. Do not be clouded by the things you have, but that which makes you truly happy. Be concise and clear with yourself, and take action against any unhealthy habits or relationships. By the week’s end, you will be in a better position emotionally. Ship helm—transport, spiritual passage, leading the way, travel.

Taurus—This may be a slow week, yet a perfect time to think about balancing your finances. Your hard work is about to pay off, but it’s always smart to have a plan. Stay balanced with your emotions and make healthy choices in the foods you eat, this will raise your energy. Be aware of someone around you doing dirty deeds. They think they won’t get caught. In their sneaky mind, they are the mouse and you are the sleeping cat. Keep one eye open at all times and you might yet catch the culprit in action. Redstone; volcano—building pressure.

Gemini—Everything is just a little bit off this week. You have resources, but they’re not enough. You have creativity, but little fire to get started. Your life, it seems, is stuck in a glass half empty mode. But there is beauty in waiting, you gain enlightenment and so when the hands of the clock start moving again you‘ll know what to do. From then on, things will be set at power speed. So, get your enlightenment now, Gemini, while you have this calm. As for romance, do watch out for a water-sign male (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces) who takes a domineering role. It’s very possible he is part of your energy blockage. Shimmy past him (and a possible fire-sign woman), and do your thing. In the end, it’s up to you to be happy. Nebula, windmill—Creative energy, spiritual guidance; fight; end of arguing; wheels turning.

Cancer—A need for justice; a need to balance your relationships; a need to organize money; a need to speak the truth about a fire-sign male (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius) from the past who keeps coming back—tell him to stay out of your business! Remember, it’s okay to block people on Facebook if you have to. No one dies, and it saves you a lot of unnecessary grief. The positive news is you’re nearing completion of some important project in your life, and it’s good. Real good. Could it have something to do with a music? If not, use your favorite tunes to help you carry out the task. You need joy, and harmony in your life, Cancer. And if you want it, you’ll get it. Powdered wigs—justice, seeking fairness.

Leo—I’m not going to lie, this is going to be a week of conflict for you, Leo. You have someone in your life who will win at any cost. They charge at you with ill intentions, but with a smile on their face. They love to interrupt your peace. In fact, they thrive on it. Not only that, but they have addictions to work on, and it is not your job to fix them. Your job is to take care of yourself. The good news is you have an angel on your shoulder who is working to guide you through this mess and to a beautiful rebirth. New life, new perspective, new hopes and new love. Let it happen, Leo. Close your eyes and say to yourself, “I deserve peace. I deserve happiness. I deserve love.” There, now you’ve opened the door and the road is clear. Shuttlecock—Making decisions.

Virgo—This is a week of contemplation, not a time to rush into anything. You’re conflicted because part of you is filled with a fiery energy, and the other wants peace and balance. Go with balance. Find a quiet spot in your home and meditation upon your accomplishments, your joys, your hopes for the future. Then trust that these things will come to fruition. Sometimes it’s not what we do that brings wanted change, it’s how to envision it. Time may feel as if it’s moving slow, but all good things . . . Dandelion—Intelligence, clarity, purity, new beginnings.

Libra—Life has its ups and downs, we all know that. This week may be a little tough to handle, but you can get through it, Libra. There may be an issue at home where you feel it’s highly important to take action and no one around you seems to understand. Follow your gut, but also know that it’s not always possible to control every thing and every one. I do see some deception around with a water-sign (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces) but don’t let it affect you so much that all your energy is drained. It’s something you’ve dealt with before, and you know how to handle it. Life is very much like an ocean, the tide comes in and the tide goes out. Instead of chasing after the tide, let it be. Champagne glass—waiting to end conflict.

Scorpio—This week will be like a baptism from all past hurts and wrongdoings. You will release that which you no longer need and step forward into a new mindset. If it’s weighing you down, emotionally or physical, let it go. You are asked to be like a child again—not to act like a child and make foolish decisions., but to carry that joyful exuberance you once had before life became dull and complicated. It will be as if the sun is shining directly on you, healing you form the inside out. And once you feel it, keep it. There is victory and happiness ahead. Cliff—making decisions, feeling trapped.

Sagittarius—This is a week of choosing positive over negative. Instead of letting stress get the best of you, allow yourself to believe that good things are in process. An angel is on your shoulder guiding you toward a deeper love and a happier home life. Trust that it is possible. If you feel there is a decision to be made, take the option that you know is right—not that makes YOU right, but is right for everyone’s highest purpose. You’ll be happier in the need, and that kind of joy brings even more blessings. Bubble, spiral—Protection, childhood memories; slow continuous progress.

Capricorn—You start things off on a feeling down, but things get better. Currently you are battling whether or not to let your guard down in a partnership. Should you trust them or do you walk away? Unfortunately, there does seem to be a third party and someone with a nasty, aggressive attitude. It would appear to be wise to keep that guard up! As far as making a decision, the time has come to do so. Keep it fair and balanced, but in the end you must do what is right for you. If someone is treating you unfairly and acting selfish, it’s pretty clear it can’t go on any longer. Once you make the decision, the sun comes in to guide the way. Iceberg—

Aquarius—You have done all you can in this relationship. The other party, a domineering water-sign male (Pisces, Scorpio, Pisces), is not loyal to you and may have another person on the side. It is time to speak your truth. Let go of the past and move forward. You know what is right, and what you must do. Trust that all will turn out okay. The things which you have worked so hard on in the past, will soon come to harvest. And it can never be said enough: you are stronger than you think. A completion has occurred and now you must move on. The universe has brighter and better plans to delete the old ones that only served to make you feel miserable and trapped. You did things the right way, and the rewards are soon to come. White angel—frozen in action, fear, needing to thaw, soften feelings or opinions.

Pisces—There is a decision you must make, but you are ignoring the signs that anything is wrong. You have been known, Pisces, to live in a fantasy world rather than real life, but the time has come to put your feet on the ground and see clearly. Let go of what you believe to be the perfect life, and accept that things are no longer as they should be, Be honest with yourself and with others. Don’t be stubborn about your position. If you’ve done something wrong, or if the other person has, you need to face it head on. The likelihood of this situation fixing itself is unlikely. You must do the work. Use your intuitive gift to see all factors and which step to take next. And if you need to seek advice from a trusted friend, do so. Slope—fear of failure, fear of being exposed, trust.

New Moon in Leo

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I am so sorry about not posting readings this week. Things have been hectic, but in a good way! Hopefully, it's been a pleasant week for everyone. This Friday is the New Moon in Leo, and we are also in Venus Retrograde, a great time to concentrate of what you'd like to release in your life, and bring in. Let go of any negativity, and stay positive! Believe in yourself, manifest what you want and stop thinking about the things you fear or which hold you down. This is not the time to stay stuck in old patterns. Think new, new, new.

With Venus in Retrograde you really have to watch out for past relationships coming back into the picture. Just remember, if it didn't work the first time . . .  well, you can guess what a second outcome will be. But it could be a beautiful time for NEW love. And, of course, it's always a good thing to love yourself.

I wish you a beautiful New Moon, and I'll get those readings out as soon as possible!

Peace.

Weekly reading for all signs August 3-10th, 2015

This week is all about messages, secrets being revealed, and taking responsibility.

Aries—Even when you felt you were hanging on a last thread of hope, you still believed things would go your way. And they will, Aries. It’s been a real struggle, and there have been times when you weren’t sure if you would turn out the victor or the loser, but you will come out ahead. The Universe is lending a helping hand, so have faith. This week a message you've been waiting for is on the way about a secret injustice. In the meantime, have fun and take care of yourself. Snake—Snake in the grass, healing, transformation.

Taurus—Someone will try to stab you in the back this week, Taurus, so be on the lookout. But is this something you’re not aware of already? Emotionally you’ve already walked away from this situation, though the person involved, a water-sign (Caner, Scorpio, Pisces), would rather you stay chained; chained to their lies, their addictions, their negativity. But you know better than that. Keep moving ahead. There is a message coming, and a truth will be revealed. Remember that beyond the darkness comes light. So, if you feel you are in the darkest hour, beautiful things are right behind. See the silver lining! You will come out on top. Bat—Take notice of your dreams, things happening at night under your nose, needing to socialize more, needing independence, going within to find enlightenment.

Gemini—Someone has squandered too much money on a celebratory lifestyle. It could be you, or a water-sign in your life. It’s time to rein it in and find enjoyment in the simpler things. Instead of filling your cup to the brim with the finest of wines, drink water instead. Simplify. Cleanse. Someone will be on guard against these changes, but you know better. You know that freedom isn’t what you have, in your cup or otherwise, it’s how you feel. And being low on funds doesn’t feel very good! Find a way to balance. And if you must confront this other person, do it and be firm. Change is needed. Don’t let them get away with any underhanded behavior, especially if it undermines you and your family’s security. Pyramid—being strong, overcoming strife, building confidence.

Cancer—Someone may offer a message of love this week, but if I were you, I’d consider the source. Have past offers been trustworthy? Do they follow through on all their grand and illustrious promises? Or, dear Cancer, are you the one always left paying the emotional bill? I sense foolishness afoot. Just be on guard, and don’t take anyone’s word at base level. You have the gift of intuition, so use it. Uncover that which lies beneath the surface of truth, and hold the information close to your chest. If not, you may end up with a sword in your back. Diamond necklace—desire for security, a need to lighten up, wealth, uncertainty in love.

Leo—This is a good week for planning. See the past for what it is, a memory, and try to make solid changes which will benefit you in the future. Balance your money, your emotions, your time, and your affairs. Let go of old attachments, or habits, which were unhealthy. An angel is on your shoulder guiding you to brighter days and happier times. With every small yet positive step, you are on the way to independence and the life you were always meant to live. Dinosaur—letting go of past issues, dealing with the present, a large inner force.

Virgo—You see the forest for the trees now, and are ready to move ahead. No more being pushed aside, it’s time to feel centered and fulfilled. Stop telling yourself that you deserve only what you can get, because you deserve much more than that. See opulence in every thing that you do, and don’t let others’ opinions sour a positive attitude. If you want it to be, then it will. You are strong, and you have amazing talents. Go for it, Virgo. Crown—success, moving ahead, a pat on the back.

Libra—Do not let people get by with bad behavior, especially when it affects your job. Stay strong and hold onto your morals when it comes to gossip. If you hear it, don’t join in. The best thing for you this week is to stay true to your beliefs and know that eventually the tide will turn in your favor. One thing about not being a part of gossip: you hear all sides, and being the sign of justice, this could be a great benefit to you. Stay positive and grounded. A ring—Positivity, a prize, completion.

Scorpio—You are ready to move on from a relationship that has left you feeling out of sorts. An earth sign (Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio) and a water sign (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces) are battling it out. There’s a lack of trust and a feeling of not getting what is deserved. Of course, it could go both ways. If you were honest, and did the right thing, the Universe will see to it that you get your just rewards. If you acted with dishonesty and manipulation, then expect to receive this in return. The best thing to do now is focus on your work. Let that be your ticket out of trouble. You are possible of great feats, Scorpio. Mountain—Ambition, overcoming obstacles, balance.

Sagittarius—Similar to Scorpio, you are ready to move on. There is a water-sign in your life (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces) with possible addictions and manipulative behavior. You want a happy home life, but the lies keep you up at night. Set yourself free from this. Let the cycle go. And if this is just a darker side of you, ask for help from the Universe. Go within and seek healing. A new beginning is here, but you must release the old, unhealthy bonds in order for it to begin. Ship—Insight, spiritual journey.

Capricorn—Things are looking up for you this week. You’re either thinking about renovating, building, or possibly moving into a new home. People who once hurt you are now a thing of the past because you are determined to stay positive and move forward with your life. You did things the right way and stood your ground. Take some time to get out and make new connections. Justice will come in on a recent betrayal by a fire-sign (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius). Northern Lights— renewed energy, clarity, knowing what steps to take.

Aquarius—It is time to release the past and move on. Things that might once have seemed perfect, may really turn out to be flawed upon closer inspection. There is a new and better future waiting for you, Aquarius, if you’re ready to take it. New partnerships, new business ideas, and maybe even a new residence. But you have to speak the truth and stand by what you know is right. Life can change fast, but you must have faith. It’s time to evaluate and make a decision. The thing is, you’ve probably already done it a million times in your head, but not out loud. There’s only one factor separating you from success, and that is yourself. X—Feeling suffocated, needing time alone.

Pisces—You are on guard against change. But even if it appears to be negative, the fact is the only thing bad about change is no change at all. You have to allow life’s inertia to flow, or it will only turn into chaos, and haven’t you had enough already, Pisces? It does appear a broken heart is on the horizon, yours and another person’s, but at this point the split is inevitable. You or someone else cheated and made foolish decisions. This is the time to ask yourself what you did to contribute to the problem. Did you make the right choices? Did you act with truth and valor? We do harvest what we sow eventually. This is the time to harvest the past. Sometimes our greatest gift is the lessons we learn, and the willingness and wisdom we cultivate in what we can do differently moving forwards. Tower—cutting through illusions, overcoming challenges, seeking freedom.

Weekly reading for July 20-27th, 2015

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Weekly Tarotscope for July 20-27^th, 2015

The general energies for his week are of change and justice. 

Aries—This is a week of accomplishment in work and of enjoying the finer things in life. A shift will occur with a fire-sign (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius) who claims false victory. Justice will be yours, even if it means shutting that person out for good. Take charge. Opal: http://meanings.crystalsandjewelry.com/opal/

Taurus—Word of money may be on its way, and it comes from the hard effort you’ve put in on a project. This is money you earned, not charity. The problem with having more, though, is the need to balance and budget. But it is advised. There may be some jealousy from a water-sign in your life, but don’t wait too long looking backwards. Keep moving forward into happier times. For you I saw stormy weather—fluctuating tendencies in fortune.

Gemini—The universe has provided you with all the information you need regarding a partnership, and now you must make a decision. It probably won’t be a popular one, or one which meets the criteria of society, family, etc., but you know in your heart what is needed. Once you take this step, abundance and happiness can come in.  Rooftop: http://www.auntyflo.com/dream-dictionary/roof

Cancer—Even if there’s a brash person charging at you, forcing you to listen to what they have to say, stay balanced. Enjoy the outdoors, do some gardening. A hurricane can blow around you, but if you are secure in yourself, it can’t destroy true happiness. Abundance isn’t just about money; it’s about how you feel. Find the abundance within yourself, and in nature. You are honest and kind, but this week you do still have deception around. The sun will shine a light on the lies soon enough. A garden trellis with flowers: http://www.auntyflo.com/dream-dictionary/garden.

Leo—This could go two ways: either you or someone around you is on guard against gossip and backstabbing. There might even be spying involved, which is such bad karma. If this is you, Leo, ask yourself what it is that you are trying to protect? The cycle keeps repeating, when you could have already let it go and made a fresh start. You need balance. Are you suffocating the truth with lies and/or overindulgences? Either way, someone feels they have been stabbed in the back, an earth-sign perhaps (Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn), and if you don’t set things to balance, the Universe will find its own way. Volcano: http://www.auntyflo.com/dream-dictionary/volcano

Virgo—A water-sign in your life (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces) is telling lies. You really need to watch your back. The best thing to do is to tell them you can’t be treated in such a way, and it’s time to back off. There can be a lot of enlightenment with a change of scenery; even a day trip would be well starred. White clouds (taking a trip): http://www.auntyflo.com/dream-dictionary/weather

Libra—You are guarded against someone’s past negative actions. Maybe someone (an air sign like yourself—Gemini, Libra, Aquarius—only male) won a battle using false means, and feel as if they are the victor. But of course you know victory by deceit is no win at all. Keep your chin up and know that you were right. At work it feels as if no one else is putting in the effort, you might even feel trapped. Find what you do like about your job and let that be your focus. There’s still an urge to travel and get out with friends, so look into that. It never hurts to break free from the status quo once in a while. Sunflower: http://www.whats-your-sign.com/symbolic-sunflower-meaning.html.

Scorpio—Try to stay on the right path this week. It’s time to let go of what was and any outdated version of what happiness and success means. Embrace change and forge ahead. The cup has run dry on a relationship with an Earth sign (Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn). Let it go. You have a lot of fire energy this week: passion, creativity, sexuality, but use it wisely. Balance those emotions, Scorpio. Be fair, to yourself, and others. Mars: http://www.whats-your-sign.com/mars-symbol-and-symbolism.html.

Sagittarius—You’re emotionally waking away from an earth-sign, or they’re walking away from you. All those declarations of love and financial abundance can’t keep them in an emotional prison, or vice-versa. The suggestion is to stop fighting for the top spot. There will be no winner in this battle. There never is in love; you either stand on equal ground, or you let the other person go with grace. Use grace, Sag. Don’t cling to false truths, and don’t listen to them from anyone else. Seek the truth, be the truth. The real truth. Crescent moon: http://yourdailyoracle.blogspot.com/2010/10/waxing-crescent-moon-and-its-meaning.html.

Capricorn—This should be a better week for you, Capricorn. I see money, positive messages, completion and change. You will be looking back at your life, but the suggestion is to not linger. Sometimes, Capricorn, you move too slow. This week is all bout embracing newness and moving forward with much more energy than you typically employ. Let old situations based on deception end. They must end. A fire sign is looking one way, and rebirth is looking the other. Which one do you choose? Once you have learned all there is to know from the past, you can set it free. And when you do, you will be free as well. Orchid (femininity, grace): http://www.auntyflo.com/flower-dictionary/orchid.

Aquarius—This is your time to manifest all the things you want in your life. You’ve had a difficult year concerning love and finances, but that’s all about to change. Let go of outdated karmic situations, and trust in the divine. Fly free—it’s sounds cliché, but it’s so true. The key to manifestation is meditation. Seek a quiet place, a sanctuary, and listen. Twilight—I saw dusk with a starry sky, and The Star card came up for you . . . which is YOUR card, Aquarius. What more needs to be said? This is a magic week for you!

Pisces—Work, and money, have you feeling trapped. Or is the problem that you see money as the ultimate path to freedom? You’re raging at the machine, instead of molding yourself to its fine mechanisms. Everything, it seems, is out of balance. An earth-sign woman will not be playing games anymore. The lesson in this is: hoarding people as much as you do money is wrong; see them as what they really are: living creatures with hearts and minds, and souls. When you do this, beautiful things happen. Frog (adapt): http://www.auntyflo.com/dream-dictionary/frog.

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Weekly Tarotscope for July 6, 2015

This week's tarotscopes are ready. Hope you enjoy them.

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Aries—This would be a good time to look at how you spend your money. You are called to seek balance and see the truth in your situation. If you are in a partnership, there could be heartache around the corner, but this could also relate to business partnerships. Perhaps you trusted someone too much, or vice-verse. Again, it comes down to money, and freedom. How do you allow money to control your life, Aries? In a good way, or a bad way? Something new is coming in with creativity. If you are a writer, artist, or musician, go that route. There’s strength in it. 

Taurus—There is a relationship you need to move on from, and you may need outside counsel to improve or side step the negativity of others. The best thing to do is meditate on what your next action will be, and speak your truth. You have the ability to manifest great things in your work. Trust in your intuition—it leads you well.

Gemini—It’s time for you to see the truth in a partnership, whether love or business. Someone who lives life to the excess, who lies and depletes your strength, should be cut free. You know this, yet ignore the clear signals. Gemini, you have the ability to set things right, and say what must be said. In the past, this person affected your happiness, your finances and your health. Now is the time to get wise, and move on. If you receive an iffy message by week’s end, consider the source.

Cancer—You are bored and ready for action. This looks like a good week to go out with friends, and because you have been so good with balancing the books, why not? Do watch out for those who might use trickery to get what they want from you. Be fierce, be wise, and you will come out on top.

Leo—There will be some kind of upset at work this week, but you will quickly get over it with a good attitude and faith in a positive outcome. The Universe says you’ve already been through the worst, and the best is still to come. Remember that. If those around you can’t make a decision, and their indecisiveness is driving you nuts, let it go. Stick to the tried and true, and release what didn’t work in the past. When the chaos clears, you’ll have a fresh start, a lighter load, and perhaps even a better option with more money involved.

Virgo—It’s time to look back at any past mistakes, not to judge yourself, but to see what served your highest good and what did not. If you have any addictions that leave you feeling more chained that free, time to let them go. Who controls who? What more are you willing to give to feed that addiction? In other words, are you willing to sacrifice more of yourself to something that never gave you a feeling of well being or happiness in the first place? You have a beautiful opportunity to make a new start and break free. Go back to a childlike joy and stay there for awhile. You can always start over.

Libra—There is an opportunity in your life that you’re not sure about currently. Emotionally, you’re ready to move on from this work or family struggle, however, allowing things to remain the way they are isn’t a good idea. Face up to them. You want a victory at work, but it’s slow to appear. There might be a fire-sign male in your life (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius) with their own, not so justified, agenda. Keep an eye out for them, and also, don’t let anyone ruin your dreams of maintaining a happy home. If something must be said, then say it. The sooner you do, the quicker you’ll go back to normal.

Scorpio—Deception in love. Deception in the home. Scorpio, either you or someone else is busy sneaking around and acting the fool. There is a lack of support in a partnership, and an uneven distribution of power. Could there be a fire-sign woman involved? Whatever the case, it’s time to end the cycle and make a choice. The truth must emerge. Make responsible decisions for yourself, and the other people involved.

Sagittarius—You’re willing to make an offer to someone in the hopes that all will go back to status quo, but perhaps you asserted your power far too much for that to actually happen. Or someone is asserting their power over you. You can’t make people do what you want, or manipulate their feelings. Things are way out of balance. Someone’s up, then someone’s down. Someone’s the winner, then the loser. The problem is, who really holds the true power? Winning isn’t everything, and sometimes what we really want is not what we actually need. Let go of control and allow things to happen as they should, not only for the other person, but for yourself as well.

Capricorn—You may have had a gut feeling about some underhanded behavior going on around you, and you were right. But you don’t know everything. For all the bad, there’s also a great deal of good about to come into your life. Trust in that. But first, it’s time to see the truth about someone who says they love you, but who also feels love can be handed out buffet-style (to him, her, and them). You don’t have to put up with a cheater. And if it’s you, Capricorn, remember that good actions and bad actions circulate on the wheel of life. What you give, bad or good, you will eventually receive.

Aquarius—It’s time to step back and assess the situation. Someone’s angry and they want answers. They rush in, then they rush out leaving confusion and chaos. No one likes a party crasher, especially a life crasher. Keep an eye out, but do everything you can to side-step their egoistic behavior. You have everything you need to move forward, because truly the worst is over. Aquarius you are wise and the one from which the water of life pours forth. Stay enlightened, stay balanced. Don’t let the foolhardy naysayers wreck your life party. Focus on your strengths, and let Mr. or Mrs. Speed Demon self-destruct on their own clock.

Pisces—This week you are all about seeking justice, but make sure you’re the one being just. There is an element of ‘my way or the highway’ here, with you asserting your strength to anyone who might oppose your views. The good news is, you’re getting out of a period of low energy, the bad news is you’re not listening to your inner voice. Don’t be foolish with the way you deal with those you love, Pisces. And, vice-verse, don’t let them fool you. It goes both ways. Remember to get your work done and seek victory in the joy of the craft, not the recognition or financial benefits. By week’s end, take a moment to step back and assess the magnificent work you’ve done.

Weekly tarotscope reading for all signs:

May not be able to do this every week, but thought I'd throw one in today.

The week of June 29th:

Aries—You may start the week feeling like you’re ready to knock down anyone who dominates in a relationship. Finances may be tight, and partnerships in business or love might not be in the best of standings. Take some time to ground yourself: go outside, take in a nature walk, do some gardening. Enjoy the simple things. This is a good week for creative projects.

Taurus—Right now you are feeling stressed over relationships, and money. It’s time to balance the books and let go of the past. If someone has been deceiving you in love, truth and justice will come in. Emotionally, you’ve already dealt with the heartache and are ready to move on. Getting to a particular goal has been a heavy load, but you’re almost there. Don’t give up!

Gemini—You are being guided to a well-starred outcome from past troubles. Even if justice hasn’t yet been served to those who might have deceived you over money, or love, a brighter day is coming. You will feel the weight of past stresses lighten, and by the end of the week you have a new plan that will serve you well.

Cancer—This week you are feeling overburdened and tired. Perhaps someone in your life, the controlling sort, is partying too much, and, is it possible there’s a third wheel in the mix? In addition, you may feel that the money you’ve been waiting on is too slow in coming. But the wheels of fortune are still turning. Take some time this week to get out and enjoy life. Remember to stay focused and balanced. The finances you need will get here eventually. Don’t forget, you are the queen, or king, of calm.

Leo—You may be feeling sorry for yourself this week, but instead of wallowing in self-pity, use any quiet time you have to reflect on your strengths and harvest that which you wish to manifest in your life right now. Money may be tight, but you have all the tools to twist things in your favor. In love, secrets may be afoot. Any past relationships based on karma might need to be reviewed. In other words, let go of the past.

Virgo—Someone has knocked you off your feet, Virgo, but don’t let that stop you from getting out into the world and having fun. A message within an iffy relationship is not what you wish to hear. In fact, it’s downright depressing. Take what you’ve learned and move on. Don’t let a trickster, liar, cheater get you down. The cards show a very manipulative person who has trouble with facts. Let them go. Any aftershocks will be minor and you will land on your feet again.

Libra—Patience in money, learning to curb overspending, and upholding justice—these are your hot topics for the week. Be kind to yourself if you overstep any of the aforementioned boundaries, but do not let your guard down when it comes to people outside your circle of trust. If there is a fire-sign woman in your midst who promises the best of the best, assume that not everything she says is pure fact. If a move is in the mix, the devil is in the details. Take it slow and read the contract with a magnifying glass. By the end of the week you are looking good, feeling strong and a water-sign may show up to offer you a drink from his cup of love. It’s up to you to decide if the water’s safe enough to drink.

Scorpio—The week starts off with every cup filled to the brim: a cup for love, family, home and work, but trouble is in the mix. Someone is judging you too harshly, or are you the one doing the judging? An earth-sign woman is feeling down, trapped, and children are involved. A father figure asserts his power too much. Whether you’re the innocent, or guilty, someone’s ready to move on. The good news is, there’s a fresh start of something beautiful on the way. Grasp onto it, Scorpio. Also, you may be hoping for a vacation getaway. If so, make sure to do anything necessary to get your car in shape, and don’t forget the sunscreen!

Sagittarius—There’s a battle going that isn’t worth the fight. You may have sold your soul to the Devil to get something to go your way, and now you’d like to buy it back. Sleepless nights, feeling stuck . . . are you dealing with a fire-sign woman who reins her love tightly? Sagittarius, you have the ability to gain your power back. Let go of old issues and drop the heavy load. It’s time to look to a new horizon and choose a healthier, and happier, lifestyle. If you do, something once taken (your soul) will be returned.

Capricorn—You were out in the cold, but not anymore. If someone knocked you off your feet with a firm denial of any underhanded behavior, trust your impeccable sixth sense. Because it’s right. A new home may be in your midst, but you’d better start saving. Don’t let your guard down about a fire-sign male (or female) who acts more like a child than an adult. Feeling trapped? You do have the power to break free and you do not have to repeat an old pattern that has left you feeling chained. Forget those who assert their power over yours. Justice will be served. Was there a wish you wanted to come true? The universe says: yes.

Aquarius—You are looking back at your life and taking stock of all the things that went right and wrong. There’s an energy of peace and balance for you this week that will aid in healing. Take hold of it. Victory will come in matters of love. Perhaps not full justice, but the knowledge that new hope is just beyond the horizon should cheer you up. Business looks good, and real estate holds promise. Just make sure someone around, a fire-sign or water-sign, isn’t draining the funds in any secret and/or illegal endeavors.

Pisces—You need balance. Pisces, this is the prefect time to reflect upon past behaviors, and possible addictions, that have brought chaos to your life. The world is in your hands and a beautiful influence from the universe wishes to sweep you away to a happier, and much healthier, existence. Justice will come in terms of money. There’s a fresh start when it comes to handling your finances, that is, if you don’t waste it all on the ‘good life.’ The only thing that comes from gluttony is a heavy gut. Rein it in. Also, in terms of love, let go a little bit. Okay, a lot. Someone is ready to give you a tongue thrashing, an air-sign, and this time you might have to listen.

A Split

This is frustrating. The problems I've been having with a hacker are now, I believe, affecting other people. If you know me, you know that when it comes to others being affected, I get really upset. And the other less important issue out of all this is that someone might think I'm the hacker. This is so crazy. Yes, I have put legal disclaimers everywhere, and yes, I have spoken to the person I feel might be at fault. But apparently nothing has changed because the guilty party doesn't care. That's all I'm going to say about that from a personal standpoint.

It does lead to an interesting topic though—why are some people so rotten, and other people so conscientious? Why does such a wide rift of goodness exist in our society? Like drivers on a road, we all need to trust each other, and yet when that trust is decayed by someone's less than positive actions, you become a driver on permanent guard and the world turns into a dark and dangerous place. What an unhealthy way to live, right? And yet, there are times when being on guard is the most positive action to take.

Last night I received the I Ching: Splitting Apart. Quite a dramatic reading, to be honest. It basically says that when there is corruption it is best to lie low and allow the negative forces (and people) to burn themselves out, much like a farmer burns a 'dead' field in order to regenerate the soil. We live in a society where when something bad happens we run and yell, when in reality sometimes it's best to be silent, find shelter and wait. I know, it sounds like victim mentality, however, what does one do in a raging battle? Run into the line of fire while waving a red flag? We all know that would be stupid. If the enemy is closing in, you don't run into action, you form a protective barrier while also finding a means of escape.

These are confusing times, and my problems are most likely a reflection of much bigger problems the rest of the world is facing. Meditation and contemplation will always be the best means of dealing with a tricky issue, as well as being on guard and putting up limitations. How interesting that these ancient texts still resonate for so many of us today.

Dreams

I find it somewhat difficult to remember my dreams upon waking up each morning. My eyes open, life churns into action. Animals, kids, coffee, school. Dream forgotten. That's not unusual—most people are too busy to remember what they dreamed about the night before, and most feel it unnecessary to pick the imagery apart and apply the meanings to everyday existence. In a spiritual sense, dreams are a time of healing, a time to connect with the invisible realm, and also a time to dredge and address the issues we often push under the rug in our wake state. The symbolism, though often too surreal to comprehend, reflects that which we fear and which also can be our biggest asset, similar to the way tarot forces us to see our weaknesses and strengths.

Last night I had a dream that I was traveling by car to an unknown location. It felt like a work trip,  maybe doing book readings, or playing music. I pulled into a small town and decided to stop at a meek-looking hotel, which actually turned out to be a lot grander on the inside. It had an oasis feel to it: ferns hanging from the ceiling, brass and gold accents, a water feature, leather chairs with people lounging around with drinks in their hands. I checked in and went to find my room on the second floor, but my 'room' turned out to be a tiny bed in a closet—with no door. Not good. Not only that, but suddenly my daughter shows up and I have to find a bed for her as well, and I certainly can't have her sleeping in a closet! So, we go back down to the lobby where I demand an actual room with an actual bed. No problem. But instead of a key, they give me a piece of paper with a gold stamp on it. Fancy. I'm excited about it, because any room that needs a gold stamp must be really nice. However, before going back upstairs, I run into Pat Sajak. Yes, that's right. The game show host. I'm really excited and I tell him that he's a funny guy, like Johnny Carson funny, which takes him off guard and makes him blush a bit. That's when I notice his face is covered with a map—I see little town markers and names and lines running over his forehead, which probably stand for highways.

Then I wake up.

At first it upsets me that I'll never get to see that fancy room, but later on after drinking some coffee, I realize I've been getting the World card a lot lately along with the Wheel of Fortune card. What game show does Pat Sajak host?

Should I be planning for a trip in the near future? We shall see.

So, have you been experiencing a lot of vivid dreams lately, and do you take the time to write them down? You'd be surprised by what the spirit world (and your higher self) is trying to tell you.

Have a beautiful day, and many blessings!

In Time

Most people grow up with the belief that some are intuitive, and most others are not. That's actually not true. All of us are born with the ability, but we seldom use it. It really is like a muscle that needs to be worked out and built up. In time, the act of trusting your gut will yield a more powerful ability to sense both good and bad around you. On the other hand, a person can be incredibly intuitive yet unable to accept what is coming through about certain people or situations in their life. It's a matter of perspective—the closer you are, the more difficult it is to comprehend all aspects. When that happens, it's always best to step back, be still, and ask the Universe for guidance. You will receive the help that you need.

Blessings, and I wish you a wonderful day!

The I Ching

I pull an I Ching message at least once every day, usually in the morning, and find that it's quite accurate to whatever situation I'm going through. I Ching (ee-ching) is an ancient Chinese divination using six lines of random numbers which build into a hexagram. Because the numbers are random, you receive a unique message each time, but again, very relevant on a personal level. Unlike tarot where you use intuition and surrounding cards to derive a meaning, the I Ching provides an instant text that corresponds to the hexagram.

I pulled one this morning, 21: Cutting Through. Very accurate to my situation. I've had someone block my texts, emails, phone calls. They're pretty much trying to block me from progress in life, and they do show up in my tarot readings daily as a negative force. It was interesting yesterday how my spread showed me moving ahead in life on an emotional level, and there were three cards representing my 'hacker' (the seven of swords, the page of swords, the night of swords) and they were all facing the other way. Interesting. Needless to say, the stress of this has caused nausea, body aches, sleepless nights, fear, panic attacks. I'm just about at my last rope. But anyway, I'm not going to elaborate any more than that.

This paragraph caught my attention in particular, as I had a dream the other night in which I heard the phrase, "Quick decisive action."

Those who bring discipline to bear must, above all, be honest — with others, and with themselves. Honesty is the hallmark of the strong and self-confident. The successful person masters the art of honesty much as a swordsman masters fencing. When lies, delusions and game-playing are getting in the way of teamwork, a swift sword of honest action, perhaps even punishment, must be wielded to protect one’s integrity and values. Decisiveness with integrity at a time like this brings good fortune.

It will never make sense when other people inflict harm upon us. It is nice to know that the Universe wants to offer guidance and love in times of chaos and pain.

I wish you the best today! Peace.